I… I used to make long speeches to you after you left. I used to talk to you all the time, even though I was alone. I walked around for months talking to you. Now I don’t know what to say. It was easier when I just imagined you. I even imagined you talking back to me. We’d have long conversations, the two of us. It was almost like you were there. I could hear you, I could see you, smell you. I could hear your voice. Sometimes your voice would wake me up. It would wake me up in the middle of the night, just like you were in the room with me. Then… it slowly faded. I couldn’t picture you anymore. I tried to talk out loud to you like I used to, but there was nothing there. I couldn’t hear you. Then… I just gave it up. Everything stopped. You just… disappeared. And now I’m working here. I hear your voice all the time. Every man has your voice.

daqui

tinha um momento que eu guardava aqui pra mim. suspiros subsequentes e contidos. daí fui fingindo que não, fui deixando de lado e agora, talvez seja alguma coisa que eu quase me lembre.

gosh and itch

Fevereiro 16, 2009

minha mãe explicando pro meu irmão:

todo mundo tem coceira, sua irmã tem pruridos.

até minha mãe me zoa às vezes.

esconde meu cartão?

Setembro 27, 2008

confesso que ando gastando muitos dinheiros com maquiagem. mesmo. e meus ombrinhos fazem um “I don’t care” espantoso.

confissão:

Setembro 17, 2008

eu tenho problemas com parágrafos.